I was so loved today. Had 3 invitations to go out but had to turn down 1.. Sad, but can't satisfy everyone.. Went bugis with Cai! So long since i last saw her.. Completed her N, looking for job now.. any offer? hehe.. Had fun catching up lost times! It's so heartwarming to know that you have nice people to share your life with.. My schedule for the rest of this week is so packed. Gosh. But at least that keeps me alive. haha..

oh ya i wanna share about my parents suddenly. I have always like the way they bring me up. Since young, I've been given the luxury of making my own decisions and they have been very supportive of what i do. They may give suggestions but at the end of the day it's still very much up to me. I think this is so important as i don't like to be tied down and i believe in living your own life and not only to please others. As in, I don't like to live a life based on other people's expectation, as in living under the control of someone else. Of cos this doesn't apply to God. I fear God, I need Him. and i'm living under the loving arms of God. Well back to my parents, I can safely say that I have not been pressurized by them to do sth i don't want to. They may disagree on me giving too much to the church but at the end of the day, it's still up to me. But till now we still can't flow la in terms of this. It's okie la.. everyone's cool with it at least for now. Anyway, i think they are really fantastic. Able to tolerate all my nonsense for so many years and yet still loving me like i've been so guai. It's so true that " Love oversees a multitude of sins." Gosh, right now as I'm writing this, i feel God speaking to me.. If your parents can still love you so much despite you being bad, how much more is God's love for you.. Gosh. Feel like crying now. So touched. Thank you Jesus.

Thot of the day: Pretty girls and hunky guys are good to loOk at. They are easy to notice. However, it takes special eyes to see the beauty of the plainest person. Everyone can do that, it's a matter of willingness.

PS: Pardon me for my funny flow of thots hehe.. every paragraph is one world apart. I have one unorganized lump of brain. =P